Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Christmas Holidays at Smith's Lake, NSW

Christmas day I called my family in the morning, then had lunch with friends, then got a ride up to Smith's Lake with friends. It was a bit disorientating, being out of my normal routine but after the first couple of days I got back into my routine by getting up early and going for a walk alone. Being an introvert, I get my energy from being alone, so it was a good way to renew my energy and feel peaceful walking amongst the trees, seeing bush turkeys, hearing lots of birds, and sitting quietly by the lake meditating. Lots of people around which has been good, chatting, getting to know new people, playing games, getting mocked for being a kiwi. Have attempted to do some work but mostly have been reverting to checking facebook, emails, listening to music and podcasts and trying to finish my Europe photobook. (I have a voucher which is due to expire today). Today is my Dads birthday, so I called him this morning to wish him Happy Birthday which was good to get to chat to him. Looking forward to seeing my friend who is driving up this afternoon as well. New Years Eve tomorrow, apparently we're going down to the lake to watch the fireworks, which should be great!
The photos are old, but they're of this area from a few years ago when I was here, and it hasn't changed too much.

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Poem

Found a cute poem today which summed up my feelings quite well for whats about to happen in my life - there was no author named on the piece of paper though:
Today I start a journey
Entirely on my own
New faces to call family
New places to call home

The child in me stays deep inside
Its feelings bound up tight
In cords of new maturity
Emotions kept from sight

Yes I will go the distance now
On paths I do not know
For I was loved and learned to love
I take love where I go

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Moving!

I can't believe I'm moving to Australia. I will miss my family & friends & the greenery & nature here, but hopefully they will have mountains and waterfalls and lovely sunsets in Oz as well. Last night I posted the following on fb and got some very lovely replies from friends and family: Well Aotearoa/New Zealand, its been great knowing you, and I've loved our time together. You've looked after me, taught me, encouraged and uplifted me, I have rejoiced in your spectacular landscapes, been awed by your mountains, your greenery, your beaches, your forests, rivers and especially marvelled at your waterfalls. (I LOVE waterfalls, and also sunsets).
I have been loved and felt cared for, safe and protected here, my spirit has soared everytime I discover a new treasured spot. However I feel like our time together is growing short and it will soon be time for me to move on to distant shores, for new adventures, new places and new friends. I will miss you very much, and think of you fondly and often and hope to visit you again in the near future, because I don't know if anywhere else could ever feel as much like home for me.
But a quote I received recently keeps me motivated to move onwards: "Life for him (her) was an adventure, perilous indeed, but (wo)men are not made for safe havens. The fullness of life is in the hazards of life. And, at the worst, there is that in us which can turn defeat into victory."
~ Edith Hamilton

Monday, September 21, 2015

Exhaustion

I never knew what exhaustion was until this weekend. I had four shifts rostered over a short period of time (less than 48 hours) - Saturday afternoon, Sunday morning & afternoon, and super early monday. And 3 of those shifts were extended with no warning because of delays, cancellations and sick workmates. I was so exhausted that the only reason I went on Monday was because I thought it would only be for four hours, unfortunately someone called in sick so I was asked to extend my hours. Initially I did not want to (at all) I felt like a zombie, my eyes were heavy and sore, I couldn't think properly, and trying to deal with people seemed like too massive an effort to do anything. I have never been so tired in my life.

On top of the excessive number of shifts was my weird insomnia, which pops up on an occasional basis. It shows up on a random basis, and I have not been able to figure out a reason for it, though I have many theories, including magnesium deficiency, or stress but it is usually that I will go to sleep with no problem and then wake up in the early hours of morning, tired, but unable to return to sleep. I have tried lavender oil (that helped somewhat - I still woke early but felt more rested when I had to get out of bed and less zombie-like), as well as magnesium spray, exercise during the day, cutting out chocolate, not much helped.

According to the Chinese body clock, 1-3am is the time for the liver to be most active, and 3-5am is the time for the lungs. I'm not sure if I'm awake because my liver has an excessive amount of work to do - but you would think in that case that my body would most likely want me unconscious, not awake and fidgety.

Saturday night I went to bed at 9pm as I had to get up at 5am - this should have given me a lovely 8 hours sleep, except that I woke up at 2am and couldn't get back to sleep for 3 hours. And no point trying to have a nap during the day - well I did try it, I couldn't sleep. It was only slightly restful, probably because I had set my alarm for 30 minutes before I had to get up and go again. So the second night I decided to go to bed at 7pm, in the hopes that even if I woke at 2am, I would still have had 7 good hours sleep. However, when I woke up and checked the time it was only 11:40pm and I was awake the rest of the night until 3:30am when my alarm went off.

I'm still exhausted even though its Tuesday. I went to bed at 8pm last night and woke at 1:30pm, but surprisingly felt much better than yesterday. I still had to get up at 4am for work though. I was complaining to people about it at work, but some of my workmates also have crazy numbers of early shifts and late shifts, so there is very little sympathy, but at least they all get it. It did turn into a little bit of a "Who's got it harder" session though. I truly believe this is the reason why there is so much sickness going around at the moment - because people are not coping with the insanity of so many mixed up shifts.

It used to be that you would have a few early shifts, then a few late shifts, then days off. But lately its more like 7 earlies 1 late, or early, late, early, early, late, late, early. Or what I had over the weekend, late shift, then a split shift, then a super early shift, followed by two more very early long shifts - that doesn't help either - coz you just can't get proper rest because you have to get up early the next morning as well. I really hope the next roster is better than this one, because I feel like I'm dying right now.

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Anger Management at the Gym

So its been 3 months since I joined a gym, I signed up not long after I got back from Europe, feeling like I needed to do something for myself. I was going for a while feeling like I wasn't making much progress & just kind of mucking around, having fun, so I finally got up the nerve to go talk to the manager about how I was feeling - there are lots of personal trainers there, but they're all guys, and I feel a bit intimidated by them, but the manager is female, so I felt more comfortable talking to her, even though she did look a bit bewildered when I asked to talk to her. So she set me up a second personal trainer session - which was excellent. He gave me a really hard workout, which was good, and the next day my muscles felt very sore and achey, which is just what I wanted. Since then I've been bouncing back and forth between the first and second workouts I was given, doing whatever I feel like on the day and including parts of both.

But one thing I've added myself which I'm really liking is I borrowed some boxing gloves off a friend & have been having a great time laying into the punching bag at the gym. Its really good as an anger management tool, I think, it always makes me feel greatly relieved by the end of it, especially if I visualise whoever has been annoying me lately on the punching bag and me hitting their face, lol. Not that I would ever hit a person in real life, but it does great relief to my feelings to hit the punching bag instead. I highly recommend it. Get your own gloves though, coz you don't know whos been sweating into the gym ones.

Monday, September 7, 2015

Swift changes

Well its been a while since I wrote on here, but it feels like a lot has happened in a very short time & I'm a little stunned & astonished by how quickly change has come upon me (unsought and unasked for). I had sort of a timeline in my head that I thought I was going to follow along with quite nicely, plodding along, but all of a sudden it feels like a dozen waves have crashed over my head, sucking me out of what I thought was going to happen and pulling me along according to their own little timeline.

I had a good talk to a friend today who helped me see things in perspective, it was almost like she knew what was about to happen.

She said that for me the way I grow and change and learn, is to have lots of different experiences in lots of different places. Ever since she has known me, I keep shifting from place to place, or changing jobs, or changing my life completely and moving around. Whereas for the past several years I've been in one place, and one job and I've gotten very comfortable and happy, and in a routine, and I like the way things are, so that when I get told to move on to the next thing, I don't want to, because I'm very happy where I am, thank you very much, and I see no reason why things shouldn't carry on exactly as they are, indefinately. She said but thats not the way for me to grow, that I should embrace the change and just go with it.

She said its like when you learn to surf and you don't know if you want to go in the water, its quite scary and daunting and you're not sure if you can paddle hard enough to catch the wave, and then you're there in the water, waiting for the wave that you're going to catch, you don't know which one it is so you keep waiting and looking, but then when you finally do, you catch it, and you feel exhilarated. You look over and all your friends & family are on the beach cheering you on, and then you're really happy that you took the plunge and did it. She said later I will look back and wonder how things would've been different if I hadn't done it, but that I will be so glad that I did.

She also said she would slap me if I didn't do it, lol. While she was talking I almost got the impression that things were not going to go according to the schedule that I wanted, they were going to happen much faster.

When I got home, I got some news, and yes, things are happening much faster than I imagined. Its quite scary but I think I just have to take a deep breath and go with it. Wowsa.

Monday, July 6, 2015

Sick Day

I loved being on holiday but coming home to winter is really not so much fun. Fog and wind and rain and all of it - have combined to make me a sick lady. Yesterday and the day before I just sucked it up and kept going - probably not the best idea, coz I don't want to make my workmates sick - but I was actually feeling ok. So this morning I suppose my body just decided it had had enough of my attempts to push through it, I've had all sorts of uncomfortable symptoms that I won't discuss just on the off chance that someone ever actually happens to decide to read this. This morning when I called in to work my workmate didn't even recognize me, she said I sounded like I had a frog in my throat, so obviously I wasn't going to be going in today. But not doing anything really doesn't sit well with me. I tried not to clean and just to rest but my room is so disgusting (and I heard a mouse in my room the other night, he kept me awake nibbling at something all night, I wanted to shoot him but I suspected he was hiding behind my bookshelves), that I had to at least get the stuff off my floor that was annoying me.

Other than that I have surprised myself. I have not gone out all day, despite the temptation to. I watched a movie and I read a book and I had a citrus based smoothie that I'm hoping will give me a helpful added shot of Vitamin C. But it really is boring being sick. I don't know what to do because I feel a strong need to keep myself busy, even though I really should be resting. I'm hoping tomorrow I will be feeling well enough to go back.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Happy to be Home

I love going away on holidays, but I love coming home as well. Its the familiarity of it, seeing things that are mine. Sleeping in my own bed and not in a hotel that hundreds of others have stayed in before. Driving my own car (though that was a bit weird after 5 weeks of being away). The loveliness of hearing from people how much they enjoyed my emails about my trip and seeing my photos (and living vicariously through my own adventures). Seeing all my things as they were when I left them (apart from the mouse who has newly entered my room and the damp spots that have appeared on my carpet). Still trying to recuperate from jetlag while still going back to work, organizing my life and doing all the chores one needs to do on a regular basis (laundry, cleaning, groceries all being at the top of my list). Haven't had a chance to catch up with anybody yet, but that will be the next thing to do, once I've gotten back to a proper sleeping pattern and this strange red rash on my lower legs has gone. I have yet to sort through my thousands of photos (literally thousands, I went a bit snap happy). Well, the last time I was in Europe, I only had a film camera, 24 shots and no chance of checking up on them until the roll has been developed, so this time around I just wanted to capture every little thing. You can always delete a wobbly or blurry photo, but you can't get back what you never took in the first place.

Gonna give myself a few months to unwind and settle down before I start planning my next trip - definately want to make it something exciting next time.

Sunday, May 31, 2015

In the lovely Amsterdam

It has been a good few days. On Thursday we got the Eurostar to Brussels, Belgium, only stayed there one night but it was good. We went to Mini Europe this place with 1:25 ratio miniatures of lots of different places in Europe including places in Paris and London we'd been to not long before, and Athens too. In the afternoon had great difficulty finding our hotel, even the girl at the tourism office had no clue where it was. We went where she sent us and it was the wrong place, some nice lady told us to go down the road, had to ask a number of people before we finally got there, very tiring and frustrating. It was ok though. Had a rest then went to town on metro thru dodgy part of town (obviously I didn't know it was dodgy before I went there) good thing it wasn't late at night. Went to see Mannekin Pis this cute little boy statue peeing and the Grand Place Brussels main square which is amazing, very cool buildings and huge! I also got to try a delicious Belgium waffle, and later after a runin with a nice aussie couple, some delicious fries. That was all my plans for the evening as we had a 6:20 train the next day to Amsterdam.

Amsterdam is lovely. I got a city pass which allows me to go lots of places for free so have spent all of yesterday and today cramming in as much as possible. Yesterday went on a canal cruise and to the Museum of purses and handbags. Today went to the Royal Zoo, the Dutch resistance museum, Oude Kerk (old church) which was unbeknownst to me in the middl eof the red light district. Oops. Then the Nieuw kerk (new church) which is 600yrs old, where they're hosting the world press competition of the year winning entries, some very moving and emotional ones. Next went to Stedelik museum of Modern art I don't know who Matisse was but they have a exhibition of his work. Then Van Gogh museum where I learnt more about this man I'd only vaguely heard of as the one who cut off his ear and painted sunflowers. After that stopped by this park with a big I AMSTERDAM sign its quite famous, tried to photograph it but too many people in the way.

Went to the Tulip museum its very cute, It was close to Anne Frank House which I wanted to go to but did't for 2 reasons, the queue was massive and I didn't have enough money. Trying to avoid having to draw more cash since we're leaving tomorrow, haven't quite figured out how I'm getting to the hotel. As long as I can get to the airport I'm all good as theres a free shuttle from there, but this morning after I'd bought a ticket on the train I found out all the airport trains were cancelled today due to some kind of maintenance work. So we had to get a bus partway then hop on the train.

I had an interesting experience on the train where I was chatting to this nice girl I'd just met, American but lives in Ghana and was here for an 8hr stopover, didn't get her name, coz then this black man gets up and starts screaming at us in dutch. We had no idea what he was saying except for the word 'blah blah' which I gathered to mean he was angry that we were talking. At one point he made a gun motion towards us which I gathered to mean he was threatening to shoot us. After screaming at us (I assumed for talking on the train) for about 5mins he collapsed in his seat but continued to yell. I looked at the girl and mouthed to her I have no idea what he was saying, she nodded, followed by I think hes crazy, she nodded again. I didn't feel comfortable in the train, nobody had said anything to him even the ones who definatley would have understood what he was saying. One guy had stood up partway through and I thought he was going to talk but he didn't.

I went out to the back and started randomly talking to this girl who had just watched the whole thing. Another guy goes to me its coz you're a kiwi, it was a kiwi attack. I assume he was aussie though I wasn't paying attention. Then the guy who'd stood up came out so I asked him what it was about, he said the guy was drunk and hungover from a party last night and he was mad that everyone was talking so loud.

Well I don't know why he chose to take it out on us then, coz he was pointedly talking to us, and its rather hypocritical scolding people talking at a low volume then screaming at everyone for 5mins so everyone on the train can hear you. It was an eventful morning, and I was glad to get to the city in one piece.

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Loving London

Yesterday, I got to see the Queen!!! I was quite excited about that, since I was just there to see the Changing of the Guard at 11:30am but I was told to arrive early. When I arrived there were masses of people all lining the road from Buckingham Palace, I didnt have a clue what was going on, lots of cops everywhere too. People about 4 deep back, I tried to find a spot with some shorter people so I could look over their heads (sometimes it helps to be tall-ish). And then a bunch of cavalry went by and then next thing you know theres a beautiful carriage with Prince Philip and a lady on the other side, I sort of glimpsed her but not properly, then some more carriages but not as fancy, then Princess Anne. Not sure who else was in there but it was quite exciting.

Found out later it was for the Opening of Parliament and the Queens speech. We found out from the cop she was coming back in about an hour so I waited out in the sun for probably an hour and a half to get a look at her coming back on my side. Heaps of people left during that time so I got right up to the railing. It was funny coz I spent nearly the whole time listen to this aussie lady growl her husband about missing the shot when the Queen went past and about how she had to have a photo of the queen if she was gonna be in London. So about an hour later she went past and I got quite a good photo of her and her carriage though u can barely make her out. I was really happy when I walked off then I heard someone say Prince Charles was going up (but a few mins later) but I guess Im not that fussed about seeing him. I was so elated I ended up giving money to a strange little old english lady who said she was collecting For the Children, so after I walked away I got thinking that doesn't sound like any charity Ive ever heard. Oh well it was a good day. Off to Brussels today then Amsterdam tomorrow then fly home sunday.

Monday, May 25, 2015

Lovely London

My ankles and legs hurt, and I seem to be coming down with a cold (yuck). It has been a full on last few days.
Saturday was our last day in Paris, we went to Parc Asterix which was very cool, we spent 8hrs going around the rides & watching the shows, and still didn't manage to get to everything. Next time maybe. Sunday we got the Eurostar to London, its quite funny. You checkin, then you go to Paris customs and they stamp your passport
to leave, then you walk about 10 metres and the British customs is there and they ask you questions about how long you're going for and whether you've been to England before and then they stamp your passport like you've just arrived in Britain.

We were met at the train station by the lovely Sam and Sean who lent us oyster cards, took us to their place where we dumped our stuff then took us for a tiki tour around some of the major sights - Big Ben, Tower of London, Westminster Abbey, Green Park, St James Park (we fed some super cute squirrels) and Buckingham Palace. A lot of roads were closed for some kind of race they were having.

It was great. Meat pies, mushy peas and mash for lunch, then yum hot chocolates at this little cafe, then an awesome asian tapas style dinner at this lovely restaurant, whose name I've forgotten but it was great. Stayed the night at Sam & Shauns, watched a movie. Today they made us yum pancakes then I went off tiki touring by myself. Got the tube to Knightsbridge and went walking around the Serpentine lake in Hyde Park, it took ages coz i got hunting for Princess Diana's fountain. Then I walked to the Natural History museum which had a massive queue so didn't go in (public holiday today) then had a quick peek in the Victoria & Albert museum and the Science museum but didn't go in. Walked past Harrods and got some photos outside, then walked up to Hyde Park corner to see the Oz and NZ Anzac memorials, which I liked very much. Obviously, I liked ours way better than the oz one.

Kind of slap dash and lots of effort, wooden posts with crosses on top, some floral wreaths around them, some pictures and words engraved into them made me a bit emotional.
Went back and picked up Aroha then chatted to Sam & Sean and got some more advice (they were so awesomely helpful with advice on things to see and do) then went and checked in at the hostel we are staying at for the rest of our time here. Then got a bus to Harrods to go see the egyptian escalator my workmate told me about - its amazing!!! got photos too. Lots going on outside even though its late - street performers and buskers and such.

Friday, May 22, 2015

Paris ah oui je t'aime!

Well its has been a whirlwind few days here in Paris, trying desperately to fit in every little thing and see everything I wanted to see (I think I could stay here a couple of weeks and not see everything I want to see). On Wednesday we were in Versailles, the ancient palace and home of King Louis 14-16th, the first one started it, and the third one (husband of Marie Antoinette) was dragged from it, imprisoned elsewhere for a year or two and then guillotined when France got jealous of the rich and sometimes arrogant royals and killed them all.

Actually maybe I already wrote about this - I'm losing track of my days. It was awesome anyway.
Yesterday we went straight to the Louvre & got a 2 day museum pass (in hindsight we realized it would've been cheaper and better to get a 4 day museum pass which would have included our Versaille entry which we'd paid for separately) so we did the super quick Louvre tour - Venus de Milo, Mona Lisa, Dying Slave, and a few other things in between, then headed off to Notre Dame and went through it - the stained glass windows were amazing. I wanted to climb the towers but the line was too long, so we went to St Chapelle also on the Ile de la Cite (island in the middle of the Seine) but it was closed till 2:15pm. So we got a bus to the Luxembourg gardens and had a picnic, then went off hunting the Statue of Liberty - which was at the opposite end. It was a copy of the original which had been taken away in 2010 for preservation reasons (which we later saw in the Musee d'Orsay). After that we headed off to see the Pantheon which was partially covered & being renovated, but still great.

We then went to the Eiffel Tower for our Behind the Scenes Tour, it was amazing! We learnt about the creation of the tower and who actually designed (and got no credit for) it. We got to go see an underground bunker on the Champs de Mars field by the tower, then we went underneath the tower and saw the workings of the pulleys, lifts, elevators and wheels, then got taken up to the 2nd floor where we were taken behind some doors to see the wind turbines they have running all the shops on the first floor. We had a look at the view there then got the lift up the top 280m above the ground (the tower is 325m high) the view was incredible. In the distance I could see a group of several tall skyscrapers, I wondered what they were - Paris doesn't really have any really tall buildings apart from the Eiffel Tower.

After that we went to the Musee d'Orsay then had dinner. Late night but a great day.

Today I left home about 7am because I wanted to go see the Grand Arche which was one of the "things to see" on my list. Its a bit out of the way but I was so glad I went there. I arrived & discovered I was amongst all the skyscrapers I'd seen the day before - something to do with the French Defence Department. The Grand Arche is massive!! Its huge and white and square, and I walked out of the Metro to be right in front of it and quite struck by it. The whole thing wouldn't fit in my camera viewfinder - until I'd backed up about 100m. Very cool. After that I went to Place de la Concorde to see the Egyptian obelisk in the middle, then Place de la Bastille the site of where the Bastille prison used to be located that was destroyed during the Revolution (there was only one prisoner in it, so they let him out). After that I went to Notre Dame so I could be there early for when the towers opened at 10am. I arrived 9:25 and there was already a queue. Got in straightaway though and found out why they limit numbers up there - its quite squishy and lots of places where only one person can go through at a time. It was amazing seeing the gargoyles up that close though, and seeing the belfry and bells. There were about 422 steps to climb up and I dropped my camera spare battery in the shop partway up. So after I'd gone through and down I had to go back up again - good workout!

I met Aroha at St Chapelle and got in quite quickly - this lovely chapel full of amazing detailed stained glass windows on two levels, with all sorts of Bible story images. Very cool. We then went to see the Opera Garner building but didn't go inside - these two kiwis we met had said it was the most beautiful building they'd ever seen - will have to go back another time. After that I went to the Musee de quai branly which had an art exhibit - Oceania, America, Asia and Africa. I had to go see the NZ section which I really liked, I kind of skim glanced the rest of it. It was good, I was just tired from all the stairs today. Then I went to see this fountain I'd seen from a distance which turned out to be heaps of fun mostly because after taking photos there I stopped to watch some really good hip hop dancers wowing the crowd nearby, before heading home on the metro.

Tomorrow we go to Parc Asterix which is maybe an hour north of here, then early Sunday we take the Eurostar to London, which I'm looking forward to, as I've never been (except transiting at Heathrow, which so doesn't count!). Can't believe our trip is starting to come towards the end!!! I'm loving it here, I totally want to come back to Paris, its such an amazing city.

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Palace of Versailles

Today we spent pretty much the whole day at Versailles Chateau & gardens about 25 mins by train out of the city. It was beautiful! So much opulence, gold and obvious wealth spent here. The hall of mirrors was particularly fabulous, I remember learning about it when I studied french at high school and thinking, one day I'm going to go there. We went through the Chateau first, its now a museum, with sculptures, art work, tapestries and the restored King and Queens apartments/bedrooms. Apparently whole new industries were created to decorate and furnish the Palace when it was originally built.

We then got the Petit-Train down to the Grand Trianon and Petit Trianon which were the King & Queens secondary homes - much smaller and simpler than the Chateau, but both lovely. My favorite thing though, was the Queens hamlet, a cute little village built around a lake, it was quite medieval looking, it made me think of Hobbiton only not built into hills. It had a mill, a farm and a lighthouse (of all things!?). The farm had goats, rabbits, peacocks, chickens and donkeys, it was great. By the time we got back from there to the chateau it was mid afternoon and we were a bit too tired to go exploring all the gardens - we did have a quick look at the nearest ones though, then got the train back home.

In the train on the way home I saw an ad about Oceania with a tiki pendant. I didn't see exactly what it was for - maybe an exhibition of some sort, but it reminded me of home and made me feel all warm and cozy inside.

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

First day in Paris

Last night we walked over to Basilique Sacre-Coeur, only about 15mins from our apartment (but uphill) but it was totally worth it - gorgeous and white and with an amazing view of the city from the top. We went inside but they were having a service so we could only walk around the sides and have a look, and no photos allowed (some people just ignored that rule).

Today was great, although the weather was a bit awful. It started off sunny though, then turned to rain in the afternoon. We got the metro to the Arc de Triomphe, but it was closed off, there was some sort of ceremony with a foreign president happening. We could take photos of it from the barriers but there were cops and security (with guns!) stopping people getting through (dumb!!) we did have a nice chat with an english family though while we were going around.

As we got to the Champs-Elysees which we were planning to walk down, we were accosted by some teenage girls with petitions asking us to sign their forms and asking if we spoke english. I had heard of this scam already from the internet so I kept asking her in french what it was for and getting very vague answers. I asked her about 3 or 4 times before she finally said Its to make a donation and I said Oh sorry I don't have any change then she left me alone. When Aroha said she wasn't going to give any money (after she started writing her name then crossed it out) the girl yelled at her "You crazy!" and something in a foreign language that sounded like swearing.

Paris is much prettier than I thought it would be, and there is so much more to look at than I thought. We walked past the Grande-Palais (Grand Palace) and that was amazing, across Pont Alexandre with cool gold and stone statues then I saw another awesome building with a gold domed roof - that was the Hotel des Invalides which I'd had no interest in seeing (because I didn't actually know what it looked like) it was so cool!

We got a bus to the Eiffel Tower and I was blown away by how massive it is, and how its actually a almost bronze color not silver like I'd imagined. We got a boat down the river and back - so many amazing buildings, especially Notre Dame and Musee d'Orsay. There were lots of ones they mentioned that you couldn't see from the boat, but I definitely want to go back there later. All of a sudden 6 days doesn't seem like enough. But thats alright maybe I'll have to come back.

Sunday, May 17, 2015

The sometimes suckiness of travel

Well today has been a massively up and down day. It started off great with breakfast being delivered to our room, after which i went out exploring & reminiscing & trying to recognize different places I had been to before. I walked along 'au bord du lac' along the lake front to see the giant flower clock (the numbers are made of flowers but with metal hands that work), a lovely fountain and to see the jet d'eau, the huge 100m high fountain of water in the lake - it wasnt going initially, but it did later. I also went up into the old town again because i wanted to climb up the cathedrale but it wasn't open yet and i couldn't stay because we had to check out of our hotel.

It was actually a beautiful morning and day - it started off overcast but then the sun came out and we had blue skies and it was lovely. We left our bags at the hotel for the day and went walking then got the little 'mouettes' boat ferries that take you from side to side across the lake, walked around the botanic gardens then headed off to the hostel... only to find out that our room for the night had been inexplicably cancelled. We had made 2 separate bookings for 2 nights (because of mixed up train arrangements) and then I emailed them last week to ask if we could be put in the same female 6 bed dorm for both nights, so that we didn't have to move in between. So sometime in between then and today someone cancelled our reservation, it wasn't us and the hostel seemed to have no idea who had done it. They had groups of cyclists all arriving in the time we were standing there discussing what to do and the lady said she could put us in a mixed 8 bed dorm (with all the smelly cyclists ew gross) but that we would have to decide then and there because it could fill up any minute (and then we would be left with nowhere to stay). I was having a bit of a panic attack because we'd already forked out heaps the night before for a hotel, which we had booked 12 hrs before 2 different families that I knew when I lived there had offered me a couch to sleep on, and I didn't want to be in the position where we had to pay that amount or more again.

Luckily the lady offered to call the other City Hostel and found out they had a spare private room for 2, which means they must have had a cancellation lucky for us, because there were no rooms available when I looked at that hostel on the internet a couple of weeks ago. So we said we'd take it - still outside of our budget - but better than nothing - I was feeling so worked up about it for ages, walking around feeling angry and yuck and horrible. I felt bad to be feeling that way because I actually really love Geneva, last night I was on such a high catching up with people I had known before who made me feel so welcome and loved, and fed me raclette (RACLETTE!!) this amazing swiss dish that I LOVE. I nearly fell over when they announced what we were having for dinner because that was the thing I most wanted when I came here - but I knew I couldn't get it by myself because you need a special oven to cook it in, I was so happy.

Anyway, since then I have calmed down & went shopping and sedated my mood with a lovely magnum type chocolate ice cream, because as my missionary companion told me when we were here together in Geneva 13 yrs ago, there is no problem so great that a magnum wont make you feel much better - and its true! because I do. Lol

Tomorrow I go to see all my old friends at church. I don't want to expect that they will remember me, because 12 yrs is a long time, but I remember them, and I'm sure it will do good to my heart to see how thez are all doing again. Then Monday we are off to Paris! We haven't yet found a place to stay but we are currently having a good look on airbnb. And for some reason this computer kezboard is not a qwerty kezboard, thez have swapped the y and the z, its verz mixed up lol.

Friday, May 15, 2015

Back in Geneve!

Just a quick post as I don't have a computer at the moment. So yesterday I got sunburnt in Cinque Terre and today its pouring in Geneva. We just arrived. We are staying at the central hotel one night then a Youth Hostel our other two nights here.

I went out to see the street where I used to live, La Vieille Ville (The Old Town), and Parc des bastions where we used to go walking with its Reformers wall which celebrates all the first protestants. Tonight we're going to have dinner with a couple I used to know. Our train trip this morning was awesome, we passed Chateau de Chillon which I went to before, Renens where I also lived and the Alps which were amazing and had waterfalls coming off them like Milford sound in the rain. Passed some cute little swiss towns as well. Wish I had more time to write, because despite the rain, I love it here!

The train station (Gare) is completely different to how I remember it, and very disorientating.

Thursday, May 14, 2015

La Spezia, Italia

Wifi is abundant here in Europe but internet kiosks and cafes are few and far between. If I had known I would have this much trouble accessing the internet I would've made sure the smart phone I was given before I left was working properly :) It wasn't so I didn't bring it with me.

Well today was awesome, we stayed last night in Lucca a cute little Italian town with an old city wall which encloses the whole old town, we had dinner there last night and this morning I walked around on top of the wall, its quite wide. I saw a kiddy playground and a restaurant, a few buildings, lots of cyclists and a few little tiny trucks (seriously tiny! like shorter than me!) then we got our train to Pisa to see the Leaning Tower. Yes I got a cheesy photo of me holding it up lol. We are now at La Spezia on our way to Cinque Terre which are 5 little coastal towns right next to each other you can get a boat around to see them or walk 17km or get trains in between them. Then up to Geneva!! im very excited except we haven't found somewhere to stay the first night there yet, the hostel is booked out ugh. And everywhere is super expensive. Then on Monday we go to Paris for 6days!!! so excited :)

Our cruise was magnificent -7 days 6 stops. Olympia, Athens, Santorini, Corfu, Bari (Sassi in Matera) and Kotor in Montenegro. All stunningly beautiful places. The weather has been super hot and lovely, no rain so far, mostly shorts and tshirts weather. We stayed in Venice for a night that was magnificent!! such a huge city considering its all on the water. I did want to go on a gondola ride but we couldn't find someone else to split the cost with. We have been running into kiwis all over the place! its lovely hearing the accent from home. And there were heaps of aussies on our cruise. We met a lovely couple from Austria our last day who told us Kate & Will had had their baby girl, and that Prince Harry was visiting New Zealand recently.

Sunday, May 3, 2015

Colosseum and Pantheon

So today we got up super early to get to the Colosseum at 8am before it opened so we could join a smallish queue and not a massive one. They have a limit of 3000 people allowed in there at once. We had to go through security, then we hired audioguides so we could walk around and learn more about what we were looking at. Apparently back when the gladiator games were on they were recruited at the age of 16-17years, they fought about twice a year and lived in army style barracks, then if they won a few times they were allowed to retire with fame & glory.

Also in the games were slaves trying to seek their freedom, and criminals, some of who had been sentenced to death by wild animal (being ripped to shreds) - they were often sent into the arena unarmed. Other times just the gladiators would fight each other, or sometimes they would have hunting parties where all the gladiators would go up against the animals. Seeing pictures of what it would have looked like 2,000yrs ago was quite staggering - when it stopped being used, it just became a scavengers mecca - people would come and help themselves to the marble and stones there -some of which was taken away & used in other projects such as at St Peters Basilica.

Next we went next door to the Roman forum (the original ancient Rome). Its mostly just ruins, but lovely ruins, with columns, arches, water features, blocks & old buildings. I went up on top of this balcony which had some insanely amazing views. I was blown away by it.

After lunch & gloriously cheap gelatto dessert we got a bus to the Pantheon, which we went to yesterday but couldnt get inside. At the top is a dome with a 30ft diameter circular hole, which lets in water when it rains but is also the buildings only light source - and they have holes in the floor to let any water drain out. Rafael the painter is buried in there. I liked it, but not as much as I liked the Sistine chapel. Next we got a bus-metro up to Piazza del Popola (the peoples place). It has a fountain on either side, one in the middle for good measure and two twin churches which looked nearly identical except that one was gloriously white and the other was very dirty. It was full of people - one dressed up as the Statue of liberty, buskers, someone blowing bubbles and a magician who was somehow standing 2 ft above the ground - I couldnt figure out how he did it, I thought there must be some kind of trick. Also guys handing out (selling) roses - ie they shove it at you, won't take it back and insist that you give them money for it (I'd heard about it before I came). Also guys selling selfie sticks - there must be dozens of them all over the city, I dont know how any of them can make a living from it. They should sell useful things, like water on a hot day (everyday has been hot so far).

Home with some pizza for dinner, and just now in the computer room in the hostel there was quite a ruckus and I was a bit scared I might get caught in the middle of some violence. This girl was talking really loudly (I think probably her voice is naturally loud) & this guy asked her a few times to talk quieter -she ignored him & even did the fingers to him at one stage (which he didn't see), then they started arguing because she said if he had a problem he should leave and he said she should talk quieter... you leave... no you leave.. yelling at each other getting louder and louder... then she swore at him, which just set him off, he jumped up then he threw his chair back against the wall & went like he was going to punch her then she started freaking out, then the staff came down & she went all silly helpless female "Im so scared he was gonna hit me, I didnt even do anything he just started going off at me" blah blah blah, whatever stupid woman. Poor guy, english is not his first language so he was having trouble explaining himself. As soon as she was gone I explained to the staff what really happened. Im sorry, but people like that just give americans a bad name, egocentric, arrogant, the world revolves around me types. Annoying.

Tomorrow we are off to Venice, just for a few hours then on a 7 day cruise to Greece & back yay! We got a free upgrade too, from a window room to a balcony room, which is awesome!! We go to Santorini, Athens, Olympus and Corfu. I'm particularly excited to see Corfu because my 4th great grandparents were married there in the 1800s.

Friday, May 1, 2015

Vatican & May Day

Well it has been a busy & overheated couple of days here in Rome. They are definitely fast moving into summer. I think the jet lag has been getting to me -funny sleep patterns and waking up in the middle of the night feeling overheated. I have to keep pinching myself and looking outside, because it doesn't seem real that I'm here.

The funny thing is that Rome is such a huge part of history -to be honest, a history I never paid that much attention to except for being an avid reader of Asterix when I was young - and a lot of things have only just clicked in the last few days. Like going past the Palatine hill where the Caesars all ruled, or the place where Romulus & Remus of roman legend where supposed to have been fed by wolves. Just such old archaeology and ruins and buildings so so much older than anything in NZ.

Today we were standing outside the Pantheon and the name Agrippa was written on it. I said to Aroha that name sounds familiar and she said yeah his name is in the Bible. I just can't get over how ancient things are here. They have only 2 underground metro lines here, apparently they started working on a 3rd, but they got nowhere with it because their digging kept unearthing archaeological artifacts so they had to keep stopping.

We went to the Vatican Museum, Sistine Chapel & St Peters Basilica yesterday, it was so incredible. I was really glad we had prebooked our tickets, because the lines were massive. On our way there, people kept trying to stop us to invite us to join a tour group, because they said only with a guide can you go through the back entrance to St Paul's. But it sounded expensive, so we declined. I'm glad too, coz the guides seemed to be rushing their groups through with not much time for photos or even just enjoying themselves. I felt sorry for some people who tried to jump the queue with their Rome pass -not realizing that the Vatican is not Rome, it is its own country (44ha, the smallest in the world) -the guard sent them away to join the back of the queue. Plus we didn't realize that today would be a public holiday & it would all be closed, so it was extra busy.

After security we went through lots and lots of rooms on our way to the Sistine chapel - full of amazing things, maps, paintings, sculptures, modern art, tapestries, egyptian mummies & artifacts, it went on and on - lovely, but hard on the legs. Finally we got to the Sistine chapel and wow!! we weren't allowed to take photos in there, and you had to just sit & be quiet, but it was a lovely quiet contemplative atmosphere, just enjoying and taking in the colours and images & imagining how much hard work it wouldve been for Michaelangelo to have created all that. Bible scenes, creation, the flood, prophets, ancestors of Christ and the Final Judgement scene which was massive. We listened to an audio talk about it while we were sitting there which was very helpful too. At the end we went down the walkway that lead into St Peters and skipped all those queues too, which was brilliant. St Peters was amazing, huge, elaborate and slightly imposing, full of people and organ music, sculptures. It would be easy to get lost in there, I think its supposed to be one of the largest churches in the world.

When we came out we saw the Swiss guard all dressed up in their highly colourful uniforms, which I believe Michelangelo is supposed to have created originally, then went and got a postcard & souvenirs, walking past all the people still waiting in a huge queue to get inside.

Today was brilliant, even though I got off to a bit of a late, sleepy start. It was a public holiday, so limited public transport and lots of walking. We got a bus to Pont St Angelo which is a pedestrian bridge covered in angel sculptures, walked around there next to the river looking at different churches & buildings, the Courthouse nicknamed The Ugly Palace, then back to the Piazza Navona, which was huge with fountains & an egyptian looking pillar with hieroglyphics all over it. We went to the Pantheon, then had lunch, (the best lasagne I've ever tasted!), walked to Trevi fountain (covered with people), up to the Spanish steps (overrun with people) and got the metro home, squashed in against lots of people (very outside my comfort zone).

So tomorrow is our last day in Rome & I'm quite sad about that, its been marvelous. Not sure what we're doing but hopefully the Colosseum will be in there.

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Here at last!

Well I guess its quite early now, NZ time, but here in Rome its just starting to get dark. Wow!! I can't believe I'm here - even though I'd been planning my trip for over a year now there was always just a tiny part of me that wasn't 100% sure that all would be well. Still extremely jet lagged & over tired -hopefully will get a good sleep tonight coz Rome is so beautiful!! I was dozing off in the van on the way to our hostel & was startled awake when we drove past the Colosseum - all massive & broken and stunning.

We have been accosted lots today - people selling selfie sticks everywhere! Also HOHO (hop on hop off) bus tours there must be about 5 different ones running, all different colours. We ended up getting the pink one, coz the man selling it was so agressive he kept following us around until we agreed to come back after stopping in at the supermarket.

Going shopping here is crazy they have the same food as us but so much crazy cheaper! like yum Emmentaler cheese I got a whole block for less than 2 euros, 1.5L bottled water for 40c (except I accidentally bought the fizzy one urgggh won't be making that mistake again) and glorious Lindt swiss chocolate for like 1.50E...hmm weird that I'm using an italian keyboard and yet they have no symbol on here for the euro. The dollar sign and the pound yes.

We did a quick afternoon tour around seeing all the main sights from a distance - so stunning! just wow. So many ancient buildings, like the place where all the Caesars lived, I've forgotten the name of it. And the Circus maximus which kind of just looks like a field. Apparently the Trevi fountain is currently undergoing maintenance which Im a bit sad about coz I was looking forward to seeing that. We went past St Peters basilica at the Vatican, it is massive. We have booked to go there tomorrow to look around, should be good.

Monday, April 27, 2015

Europe 2015

Ever since I got back from Switzerland/France in 2003 I have wanted to return to Europe, but it didn't seem possible - so expensive! However, after one of my friends went to Europe not that long ago, it suddenly seemed like a possibility. I cancelled all short trips for a year and just saved - and finally I had the money to go! Have booked my flights, most of my accomodation, a 7 day cruise from Italy to Greece and back, and several train trips and so looking forward to going! Am planning to send out family and friend emails on regular basis so will probably add those in here too. 4 1/2weeks in Italy, Greece, Switzerland, France, England, Belgium and Amsterdam. Should be good!